*eyes sown shut and my heart has grown cold*'s Journal

11:34AM

happy <3

Current mood: content

1:33AM

im back. but not for long.

xox

6:43PM

im back..

<3

3:07PM

you will never find love if your looking in the wrong places.

no one is perfect.


its been so long and nate still always makes me smile..
he has my heart..

6:40PM

im twenty one....finally....

12:29AM - twenty first.

thursday is my 21st birthday . so some of us decided to dance friday (revolver)...
so if you can make it friday that would be great i would love to see everyone.


omg i love the new show totally obsessed.

also i like to add i love nicole and andrew no matter all the ups and downs i will always be there for you .. im so happy for you both.

11:55AM

in one day my brother comes to town.
in three days its halloween.and i still don't know what im going to be.
in five days we Vote.
in fourteen days i turn 21.
in fourteen days nate and georgie come to town,im so excited.
in sixteen days i go to disney with the boys and kate. Yay
in twenty six days i will be in connecticut and mass.
and in twenty eight days it will be Thanksgiving.

i love fall.

ps.. kenn is in town ....yippee

12:32AM

yay red soxs!!!!

edit: the last episode of roseanne makes me cry, but its so good ..

5:30PM

this weekend was a blast. i wish it never ended. the wedding was amazing.and im sure joi and steve are enjoying there selfs in mexico..

to bad it all had to end bc as of yesterday morning nothing but crappy things happened. i want to wake up on the right side of the bed.
hopefully this week will fly by.

atleast i can go dancing friday and not have to leave at 1.


it was nice seeing people i never see anymore hopefully that can happen alot more often.

xox
meesh

1:04PM

sometimes its easier not to be friends with someone then it is..

a friendship comes easy its not a struggle and thats all this feels like....


xoxo meesh

12:54AM - anything to wake up next to you.

tomorrow i leave for connecticut a week earlier then planned.. mr ivan messed up my plans. i was afraid if i waited til next week my flight would be canceled.
now that i ran around like a maniac it won't come near us im sure. which i hope it won't anyways..i figured better safe then sorry. ill be back on friday the 24th.
im still crossing my fingers to getting to new york for a few days.well i got lots to do.

hope everyones good.
stay safe from ivan.

ill miss you

<33meesh

oh and thank you to kate and steph for being the best...
i dont know what i do without you guys.

YAY sweetie beans haha

12:24AM

i always seem to get nate on these quizzes.

<333

Your LJ Perfect Date
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Gender	femalemaleumm, lemme check
Mood	happyhornysadangrynotalgicannoyedother
Choose a random word
Your Perfect Date	followthehollow
You have dinner at	Hannibal Lector's Cozy Inn
Afterwards you	play hide and go seek
Your date asks you	to movie in together
You say	*evil laugh*
Chance you will get lucky - 80%
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2:48AM

im the luckiest girl in the world because your there to hold my hand.


I love you <3michelle

Current mood: loved

7:34AM - im up wayyyy to early...

thank you to everyone that came.i had a ton of fun. and i hope you guys did tooo.

<333meesh

Current mood: content

2:54AM

so i kinda need to know whos comnig to my 4th of july bbq so i have enough food..
i know my definites so there not on my list.

heres my maybe list (most of my maybe(s) i havent got to invite yet so heres your invite)

kat , joi
steve , jo, and erica
nat, and becca , adrienne
chip, and crystal, mikey
monik, steph
jessie , carolina, and adam
lisa , lindsey
santos , josh s
kristyn, and poodle , claudia
michael, shannon, and, the br crew
maggy , daniel
lil keller, and anna etc

i know theres more that i cant think ill add later
if you would like to come im me at lilmv143 for my addy
you can invite a guest or a few.
thanks
<33meesh

3:58PM - time fly's

what happened to these days...

amazing how people,things change in just a lil over a year..
i guess thats just growing up.

<33meesh

11:42PM

i know you all are tired of hearing about nate...
but hes the best!!

he will be here july 3-11...

im planning a forth of july bbq. if you would like to come call me or drop me a line..other wise i know the ones that will be here.

i really want to see the movie saved! it looks so good.

nate and george are Moving here i dont think i've ever been so excited ...

im off to talk to the second best person kenn..

<33meesh

Current mood: cheerful

11:57PM - nates my stalker.....

7:07PM

for once i can't complain about my crappy day.

+thank god i moved back
+i wake up and have places to be for once
+my moms moving back for 3 months
+i will have money soon and it feels so good to ba out of debt
+im going to be a bridesmaid
+nate and i are great
+i still love my friends but now i just have more to love
+summer
+nicoles moving back
+i like my job
+a weekday has turned into a weekend when i hangout with the br crew
+i'm starting to want to go back to school
+nates visiting july 2-11
+talking to kenn till 5 am
+i might have a july 4th bbq
+i think i might know what i want to do with the rest of my life
+i got the ring i asked for <3


-i hate waking up saturday mornings for work
-pauly's phone every month being turned off
-i miss my friends that live far away



life is finally good.
<33meesh

11:50PM - someone who loves me should buy me this..

i would buy it myself but you dont buy yourself a i love you ring...

hint hint.
http://thestore.swatch.com/cgi-bin/Store/swatch/HomePage-Navig/Intro.jsp?affsite_id=53&category_id=8
pg 4...

<33meesh