urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:fatalxerror *eyes sown shut and my heart has grown cold* *eyes sown shut and my heart has grown cold* 2005-11-30T16:34:53Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:fatalxerror:40689 2005-11-30T16:34:53Z 2005-11-30T16:34:53Z happy &lt;3 urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:fatalxerror:37160 2005-02-27T06:34:17Z 2005-02-27T06:34:17Z im back. but not for long.<br /><br />xox urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:fatalxerror:36242 2004-12-07T23:43:56Z 2004-12-07T23:43:56Z im back..<br /><br />&lt;3 urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:fatalxerror:35675 2004-11-17T20:10:57Z 2004-11-22T18:34:27Z you will never find love if your looking in the wrong places.<br /><br />no one is perfect.<br /><br /><br />its been so long and nate still always makes me smile..<br />he has my heart.. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:fatalxerror:35400 2004-11-11T23:41:52Z 2004-11-11T23:41:52Z im twenty one....finally.... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:fatalxerror:35216 2004-11-09T05:32:10Z 2004-11-11T23:40:50Z thursday is my 21st birthday . so some of us decided to dance friday (revolver)...<br />so if you can make it friday that would be great i would love to see everyone.<br /><br /> <br />omg i love the new show totally obsessed.<br /><br />also i like to add i love nicole and andrew no matter all the ups and downs i will always be there for you .. im so happy for you both. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:fatalxerror:33594 2004-10-29T05:36:39Z 2004-10-29T05:45:55Z in one day my brother comes to town. <br />in three days its halloween.and i still don't know what im going to be.<br />in five days we Vote.<br />in fourteen days i turn 21.<br />in fourteen days nate and georgie come to town,im so excited.<br />in sixteen days i go to disney with the boys and kate. Yay<br />in twenty six days i will be in connecticut and mass. <br />and in twenty eight days it will be Thanksgiving.<br /><br />i love fall.<br /><br />ps.. kenn is in town ....yippee urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:fatalxerror:33336 2004-10-21T04:34:10Z 2004-10-21T06:58:20Z yay red soxs!!!!<br /><br />edit: the last episode of roseanne makes me cry, but its so good .. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:fatalxerror:33235 2004-10-12T21:37:45Z 2004-10-12T21:39:13Z this weekend was a blast. i wish it never ended. the wedding was amazing.and im sure joi and steve are enjoying there selfs in mexico..<br /><br />to bad it all had to end bc as of yesterday morning nothing but crappy things happened. i want to wake up on the right side of the bed.<br />hopefully this week will fly by.<br /><br />atleast i can go dancing friday and not have to leave at 1.<br /><br /><br />it was nice seeing people i never see anymore hopefully that can happen alot more often.<br /><br />xox<br />meesh urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:fatalxerror:32874 2004-09-30T17:09:01Z 2004-09-30T17:12:56Z sometimes its easier not to be friends with someone then it is..<br /><br />a friendship comes easy its not a struggle and thats all this feels like....<br /><br /><br />xoxo meesh urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:fatalxerror:32562 2004-09-10T05:04:43Z 2004-09-10T05:04:43Z tomorrow i leave for connecticut a week earlier then planned.. mr ivan messed up my plans. i was afraid if i waited til next week my flight would be canceled. <br />now that i ran around like a maniac it won't come near us im sure. which i hope it won't anyways..i figured better safe then sorry. ill be back on friday the 24th. <br />im still crossing my fingers to getting to new york for a few days.well i got lots to do.<br /><br />hope everyones good. <br />stay safe from ivan.<br /><br />ill miss you <br /><br />&lt;33meesh <br /><br />oh and thank you to kate and steph for being the best...<br />i dont know what i do without you guys.<br /><br />YAY sweetie beans haha urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:fatalxerror:32334 2004-07-27T04:26:16Z 2004-07-28T06:05:55Z i always seem to get nate on these quizzes.<br /><br />&lt;333<br /><br /><br /><div align="center"><form name="quizform" target="_new" action="http://www.kwiz.biz/showquiz.php?quizid=9970" method="post"><br /><table border="1" bordercolor="#000000" bgcolor="#90BED5" cellspacing="0" cellpadding="2"> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center" bgcolor="083360"><a href="http://www.kwiz.biz/showquiz.php?quizid=9970" target="_new" style="text-decoration: none;"><font style="color : #ffffff; 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Get <a href="http://astrology.kwiz.biz" style="text-decoration: none;">Free Horoscopes</a> from Kwiz.Biz</font></div><br /></form></font></font></font></font></font></font></font></font> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:fatalxerror:31953 2004-07-13T06:51:20Z 2004-07-13T06:51:20Z im the luckiest girl in the world because your there to hold my hand.<br /><br /><br />I love you &lt;3michelle urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:fatalxerror:31626 2004-07-05T11:36:19Z 2004-07-05T11:36:19Z thank you to everyone that came.i had a ton of fun. and i hope you guys did tooo.<br /><br />&lt;333meesh urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:fatalxerror:31033 2004-06-24T06:54:11Z 2004-06-24T07:00:26Z so i kinda need to know whos comnig to my 4th of july bbq so i have enough food..<br />i know my definites so there not on my list.<br /><br />heres my maybe list (most of my maybe(s) i havent got to invite yet so heres your invite)<br /><br />kat , joi <br />steve , jo, and erica <br />nat, and becca , adrienne <br />chip, and crystal, mikey<br />monik, steph<br />jessie , carolina, and adam <br />lisa , lindsey <br />santos , josh s <br />kristyn, and poodle , claudia <br />michael, shannon, and, the br crew <br />maggy , daniel<br />lil keller, and anna etc<br /><br />i know theres more that i cant think ill add later <br />if you would like to come im me at lilmv143 for my addy<br />you can invite a guest or a few.<br />thanks <br />&lt;33meesh urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:fatalxerror:30679 2004-06-11T21:00:34Z 2004-06-11T21:06:56Z <img src="http://img12.photobucket.com/albums/v31/xmeeshx/gameworks.jpg"><br /><img src="http://img12.photobucket.com/albums/v31/xmeeshx/thegirls.jpg"><br /><br />what happened to these days...<br /><br />amazing how people,things change in just a lil over a year..<br />i guess thats just growing up.<br /><br />&lt;33meesh urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:fatalxerror:30409 2004-06-09T03:49:32Z 2004-06-09T03:50:30Z i know you all are tired of hearing about nate...<br />but hes the best!!<br /><br />he will be here july 3-11...<br /><br />im planning a forth of july bbq. if you would like to come call me or drop me a line..other wise i know the ones that will be here.<br /><br />i really want to see the movie saved! it looks so good.<br /><br />nate and george are Moving here i dont think i've ever been so excited ...<br /><br />im off to talk to the second best person kenn..<br /><br />&lt;33meesh urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:fatalxerror:30155 2004-06-08T03:57:30Z 2004-06-09T03:42:25Z <table width="250" align="center" border="1" bordercolor="black" cellspacing="0"><tr><td bgcolor="black" align="center"><font style="color:white; font-size: 16pt;">fatalxerror's LJ stalker is followthehollow!</font></td></tr><tr><td align="center" bgcolor="white"><font style="color:black; font-size: 12pt;">followthehollow is stalking you because you are really good at bowling. They are also not very liked around here!</td></tr></table><div align="center"><br /><br><form method="POST" action="http://www.go-quiz.com/stalker/stalker.php">LiveJournal Username:<input name="uname"><br><input type="submit" value="Who is your LJ Stalker Friend?"><br><br /></form><a href="http://www.go-quiz.com/stalker/stalker.php">LJ Stalker Finder</a><br>From <a href="http://www.go-quiz.com">Go-Quiz.com</a></font></div> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:fatalxerror:29683 2004-05-27T23:22:25Z 2004-05-27T23:26:37Z for once i can't complain about my crappy day. <br /><br />+thank god i moved back<br />+i wake up and have places to be for once<br />+my moms moving back for 3 months<br />+i will have money soon and it feels so good to ba out of debt<br />+im going to be a bridesmaid<br />+nate and i are great<br />+i still love my friends but now i just have more to love<br />+summer<br />+nicoles moving back<br />+i like my job<br />+a weekday has turned into a weekend when i hangout with the br crew <br />+i'm starting to want to go back to school<br />+nates visiting july 2-11<br />+talking to kenn till 5 am<br />+i might have a july 4th bbq<br />+i think i might know what i want to do with the rest of my life<br />+i got the ring i asked for &lt;3<br /><br /><br />-i hate waking up saturday mornings for work <br />-pauly's phone every month being turned off<br />-i miss my friends that live far away<br /><br /><br /><br />life is finally good.<br />&lt;33meesh urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:fatalxerror:29185 2004-05-12T03:55:46Z 2004-05-12T06:04:44Z <img src="http://img12.photobucket.com/albums/v31/xmeeshx/rinngggg.jpg"><br /><br />i would buy it myself but you dont buy yourself a i love you ring...<br /><br />hint hint.<br /><a href="http://thestore.swatch.com/cgi-bin/Store/swatch/HomePage-Navig/Intro.jsp?affsite_id=53&category_id=8">http://thestore.swatch.com/cgi-bin/Store/swatch/HomePage-Navig/Intro.jsp?affsite_id=53&category_id=8</a><br />pg 4...<br /><br />&lt;33meesh urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:fatalxerror:29034 2004-05-07T03:11:12Z 2004-05-07T03:11:12Z <img src="http://img12.photobucket.com/albums/v31/xmeeshx/littleoldme.jpg"><br /><br />steph got me to look in my old picture books because i found out her brother was in all my elem school classes. and i found this pic..<br /><br />i miss being a kid. <br />it was so easy urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:fatalxerror:28864 2004-04-21T20:37:39Z 2004-04-21T20:37:39Z relationships aren't always the syrupy sweet, music in the background thing in the movies. It takes work and while it is so easy to throw in the towel and call it quits, it is so much more fulfilling to recognize the problems and work through them.<br /><br />i see nate a week from today..&lt;33 urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:fatalxerror:28538 2004-04-16T04:47:47Z 2004-04-16T04:55:25Z <b><font size="4"><a href="http://www.quizyourfriends.com/takequiz.php?quizname=040416004633-if~p20you~p20don~p3Bt~p20know~p20you~p20will~p20now.">Take my Quiz on QuizYourFriends.com!</a></font></b><br /><br /><br /><br />ps. i see nate in 11 days....yippee urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:fatalxerror:27678 2004-03-29T19:45:34Z 2004-03-29T19:54:15Z <img src="http://img12.photobucket.com/albums/v31/xmeeshx/xxx1Kat.jpg"><br /><a name="cutid1"></a> <br /><br /><img src="http://img12.photobucket.com/albums/v31/xmeeshx/stevev.jpg"><br /><img src="http://img12.photobucket.com/albums/v31/xmeeshx/phtobooth11.jpg"><br /><img src="http://img12.photobucket.com/albums/v31/xmeeshx/mikeymiapickmeawinner.jpg"><br /><img src="http://img12.photobucket.com/albums/v31/xmeeshx/krisandi.jpg"><br /><img src="http://img12.photobucket.com/albums/v31/xmeeshx/revolver2.jpg"><br /><img src="http://img12.photobucket.com/albums/v31/xmeeshx/smally_b.jpg"><img src="http://img12.photobucket.com/albums/v31/xmeeshx/scuba.bmp"><br /><img src="http://img12.photobucket.com/albums/v31/xmeeshx/grrrrr.jpg"><br /><img src="http://img12.photobucket.com/albums/v31/xmeeshx/rootbeer.jpg"><br /><img src="http://img12.photobucket.com/albums/v31/xmeeshx/ohh_katrina.jpg"><br /><img src="http://img12.photobucket.com/albums/v31/xmeeshx/peace.jpg"><br /><img src="http://img12.photobucket.com/albums/v31/xmeeshx/rjlisa.bmp"><br /><img src="http://img12.photobucket.com/albums/v31/xmeeshx/killer.jpg"><br /><img src="http://img12.photobucket.com/albums/v31/xmeeshx/woohoo.bmp"><br /><img src="http://img12.photobucket.com/albums/v31/xmeeshx/katjoi.jpg"><br /><img src="http://img12.photobucket.com/albums/v31/xmeeshx/booth.jpg"><br /><img src="http://img12.photobucket.com/albums/v31/xmeeshx/group2.jpg"><br /><br />the end<br />&lt;3 urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:fatalxerror:27561 2004-03-17T20:02:24Z 2004-03-17T20:02:24Z the moor.<br />www.hxcmp3.com/the_moor